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Looking into my Shadow

By Angelina Bong

Litter of twigs freckled

vast sand, pimpled with sprawling

coconut husks. I step

on acne pebbles, much needed

self-reflexology.

 

Storm of to-do lists and traumatic headlines

gush on me, oozing images of a refugee boat capsized

off Italy, beheaded parties, a seven-year-old

raped by her grandfather just a district away

and that pantun tucked beneath anxiety.

 

Two kids chase each other. I long

to run after them, laugh and play

along. Detached from myself, everyone, the world.

You.

 

My stamina a barren ocean.

 

Waves rumble through my

century old feet. Tickles. Water bobs

back into infinity, dissolving all things. I only

wish.

 

Sand purifies my toes. Red liquid

squirts from scrubbing shells. My

contemplation bleeds.

Salt stings, comforts.

 

My shadow stares back at me

through the rippling bubbles.

Close my eyes. Sea hums, swallows

kuebiko.

 

(Angelina Bong is a poet and visual artist. She represented Malaysia at the 3rd Delphic Games 2009, Jeju Island, South Korea in the Lingual Art-Poetry Category. Since then, her poetry performances have travelled abroad to South Korea, South Africa, Botswana, UK, Australia, India, Egypt and Japan with some poems translated into Malay, Korean, Malayalam, Japanese, French and Arabic. She is published online and in print including several poetry festival anthologies. Her first solo Poetry and Art Exhibition was held during a Writing-Art Residency 2018 at Toji Cultural Foundation, Wonju, South Korea. Her most recent international guest poet appearance was at the 51st Cairo International Book Fair 2020, Egypt in January 2020 before the pandemic hit. She is the winner of the Poetry-Adult category of Georgetown Literary Festival’s ‘Wake Me Up When This Is Over’ contest.)

 

( Image credit:Gefrorene Wand from Pixabay)

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